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Wednesday, July 07, 2004

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 13:06:30 GMT

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Wednesday, June 30, 2004

Wed, 30 Jun 2004 12:52:41 GMT

hop on your rainbow,
and ride it into oblivion.

well, this is a early morning post. i havent seen myself waking up this early in awhile. ive been in a better mood. things have been looking up. all you need is a little faith. ive been working with phtshp 7.0 , its really cool. that is one thing that i enjoy. working with digital art. ive always been kind of artsy i guess you could say. ive also been looking around for art schools of digital designing. i found a very interesting school in San Fransisco. That would be great. Somewhere ive never been. so i could experience it out there. im not sure if im ready for a relationship. im thinking about just laying single. not so i can have more than one woman, just so i can still think. and, usually something always messes up. so, until i can confirm myself of my own security, i think i will stay how i am. i need to hang out with some friends this weekend. and,
stacy, do you know wha the situation with raja is? i was wondering if you and alex talked to him the next day.

+ i got some new shoes. im already in love with them. i also got a new AILD shirt. its very cool. it should be coming thursday or somewhere around there. i also bought "seven ways to scream your name_Funeral for a Friend" and "They're Only Chasing Safety_underoath" AND "Watch Out_Alexisonfire".

i heard about some upcoming CD's, but i dont know any thing about date release

Oh My, The Aftermath; Norma Jean
Where you Want To Be; Taking Back Sunday

that'll be interesting to hear. cant wait.

Put your Focus where your mouth is.

Saturday, June 26, 2004

Sat, 26 Jun 2004 23:49:44 GMT

hm.. this weekend has started off pretty good. Friday was o.k. i went over to Troy's house to see him before he left. He was planning on leaving on saturday, but he didnt make it. His car had broke down when he got very close. which sucks. But is also kind of fun. Now we can hang out a little more. He has to drop the clutch in it and some other head work. i have a lot more to post on so ill do it later. till then, bye!

These are the words , that tear me apart. . .

Friday, June 25, 2004

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 00:10:26 GMT

how to even start off. things havent been too well off. i mean, yes, i got my job. but, that cant compare to the violence in the house. everyone is always screaming at each other. i just want it to stop. well, i wish that it would. but, so far nothing has happened. from the money from work, im going to go and pay for my driving school so i can get through. since my lame ass parents wont help me out any. it kind of makes me a little mad. but, i will show them that i am hard working and responsible. i am kind of in the writing mood. but, i dont think i have enough energy to write.
regret is a burden;
ill take it to my casket.

i hung out with alex, stacy, tony, and raja tuesday night. it was pretty fun. we had a gauntlet battle and also a slinky-ing party. but, Alex's mom kicked us out. so we went to tony's. from there tony had some how taped himself to his pole outside of his house. and, he couldnt get out for awhile. i love hanging out with old friends. not to forget the ones i miss and love.

in all black and white,
your wounds are bound.

well, thats a pretty good sized post for me. ill post again maybe tomorrow or so. till then. . .

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 22:16:08 GMT

AARON GOT A JOB! THAT PAYS $10 AN HOUR! GO AARON!

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 16:47:32 GMT

she put on happiness like a loose dress . . .

well, things have been pretty awesome. every thing has been looking up. faith has pulled me through. as it usually does. Cody has invited me into his band. which is always a positive thing. im going to try to get a show for us at my church. sometime this month or at the beggining of next week. im getting a job. so workforce_ watch out. i havent gotten any calls from any friends wanting to hang out. i guess it was just an act of kindness during the school year. but, im sure i can find other friends. im going to be going to Maryland to see the chariot , daughters, most precious blood, and with honor . thats going to fucking rock.

Friday i am going to see Underoath . thats fucking awesome. i cant wait. i think that me and courtnie are going. im ordering some new clothes on Friday also. well, thats my post. i have vacation bible school today. the kids have been pretty rowdy. but, i keep them in control.

Friday, June 11, 2004

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 20:09:07 GMT

does anyone know who's playing at the Big House?

hit me up if you know.
513.887.7716

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

Tue, 08 Jun 2004 16:32:02 GMT

geez! i havent updated this thing in a while. i have live journal. but, beyond the point. life has been going pretty good for me. i passed school. my exams went well. ive been to some awesome shoes. i may be getting a new guitar. but, i dont know. i am going to be getting my liscence soon. thank god for that one. i need to get out and go somewhere. all i do is sit here on the internet.

i may be trying out for raja's band. hopefully they will think good of me. well, thats the post for now. ill post later.

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

Wed, 12 May 2004 20:53:00 GMT

today was pretty good. i was tired. but, i had to go. nothing going on much this week. Saturday im going to big house. 7-10 Split, Arson Portrait, On The Floor Broken. i cant think of the other ones. its going to be a great show. im meeting Courtnie there. Most definitely going to be maddd FUN! well, thats my post for today. ill talk to everyone tomorrow. much love! XXX

Saturday, May 08, 2004

Sat, 08 May 2004 01:24:26 GMT

HOT DAMN! i have nothing to do this weekend. all that i am doing this weekend is going to a show tomorrow night.